I knew a man with thin
lips, a sharp
chin, clean-shaven then later
burly
with beard. This man wasn’t
tall,
but he was muscular and would
flex his biceps if you touched
his
arm. He was always wanting,
even
when plenty came to our
fields and
door. He drank hard and once moved,
worked hard. He greeted
lightning with
glee and the night aurora he
always sought
eagerly. He would tell you
about far off
universes: red dwarfs and black
holes. He once climbed a tall
tree
in a wind storm, John
Muir-like.
Another time, he flung
himself
into the middle of a whirling dust
devil, tumbling out,
sticks in his hair.
This man entered my world
at seventeen,
me ready, desiring my own
child to love. But
the rest of our days together his neediness
grew, begging for more. In his
pursuit of
comfort feelings, he began raging at me,
trifling with my heart, spending
more time
and energy on finding his next whiskey drink
or beer to chug, than concern
for those he loved.
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